I don't know if that was the right call, in the city. [In a tone that suggests he's thought about it since.] But not making a choice, they still would have died, and the attack on the Gallows could have been even worse than it was. Then again.

[An exhale, not quite a sigh.]

I gave back my rank and my insignia, but I can't give back years of training. For better or worse. I did used to lead, and when someone looks to me, even now, I have the impulse to give an answer.

[Would he still think any choice is better than no choice, if he hadn't been trained to make those battlefield calls? No way to know, now.]