If you'd like. I'd — not many people have asked who have the context.

[He doesn't mind explaining his position to sympathetic rifters, since they've started asking more recently; if he minded, he'd decline to. But it's different in a way that can't be fully measured.]

To the extent I'm sorted now, [debatable, in his own view] it didn't happen cleanly and it didn't happen fast. I've tried to do the right thing, but. You know.

[How easy it wasn't, sometimes, to identify "the right thing," nevermind actually doing it.]